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I was having nightmares lately. For some people maybe they’ll find it really disturbing for having such a vivid nightmares like I had. my bestfriend told me that maybe I have some kind of psychic power or stuffs but yeaah..come on,I think im just stressed out and my imagination is a bit ‘wild’ if you might call.

Around these two months I recently dreaming about meeting my late grandparents. People told me maybe they want me to pray for them,I agree so I always pray for them after I did shalat. but they keep appears in my other dreams. there comes a very nightmare when I dream about apocalypse.I thought it’s 2012 disaster that have been rumored but somehow it is sooner than what people predict. It is a great tsunami and we are on a higher ground. we are like waiting for the water to come,to prove is it true or just a rumor.it reminds me of movies like ‘Day After Tomorrow’ or Lars von Trier’s ‘Melancholia’. In this nightmare my grandparents fetch me and make me calm down. I was crying like I could never imagine. the sadness of desperation, seconds before you meet your own death. I hug both my grandparents, the waters crushed into our building, it’s all whiteout .I don’t know how it happened but all I know is I’m drowned and I’m dead.

The next nightmare after the tsunami nightmare is I dream of making a castle. I was a king( it sounds a bit megalomaniac but dream is dream I can’t choose what I wanted to become) which this castle is appearing in my dreams very often, maybe this is like my obsession of goal or something. The castle is not finished yet because the other kingdom attacked and trying to destroy. we have to live the island and having a war to the opposite kingdom. We are having a war in the ocean. My troops are drowning, a lot of women drowned and even the princess is drowned. There is princess! I don’t know why since im not a hetero guy I should dream about prince but there is princess that drowned into the ocean and turn into ‘something’ under the water, maybe she’s water nymph or maybe a loch ness I don’t give a fuck but she’s trying to save our kingdom. 

Can’t you see that? There are waters, apocalypse, drowning, and death I was dream about. I am so curious  until I found out a site talking about lots of things and my eyes stuck on a writings, its titled “Meanings of Eight Common Nightmares”. the one who wrote it is a dream analyst, Michael Vigo from dreamMoods.com who’s expert and having lots of observation about dreams. It’s written on it that if you dream of drowning it means you are very exhausted in your daily life. if you are drown until you’re dead it means a new reborn. If you dream about apocalypse it means you are in a very high octane of stress.  If you dream about your own death it means you are going to have great changes in your life. 

I was so happy to find this information. It’s answering my curiosities! Thank you mr.vigo ;D

And you know , after I found it out, I stop having such nightmares. But last night I dream of being a fugitive. i  am a thief, I steal cars and a pervert in a whole Givenchy outfit that Mariacarla wore on runway.  what is that meaning?